DISORDERS !

Yeah, blahblahblah.
Classes were boring! And i bullied Damien, well, not on purpose. I also dunno why i acted that way. Tearing his papers. I wonder why?

Im seriously crazy about the song 杀手(SHA SHOU). Especially the MV. Weijie too? Hahas. Our sadistic class that is filled with sadist.

My moodswings appeared again. That was when i suddenly tear Damien's papers. I didnt cry now though. Its just that my heart feels really uneasy.

I read this two extracts in Jiayi's blog. Somehow, i feel that it is somewhat related to me.

I apologised to Jiayi for extracting these two extracts. Hope she doesnt get angry because i really want to share these extracts with everyone.

Anyway, here is the first:

Trust.
I rmb i used to mention this topic in some earlier post.
If you want to trust sb, you have to take the risk to trust that person.
Betrays, backstabs, liars, are bound to appear.
Maybe you are those ppl who are "once bitten, twice shy".
But you maybe those who will tend to fall into the same hole that has been dug for you long time ago once again.
No matter how much you scrap yourself, injure yourself...
The scar will still remain.

This actually relates back on our trust on them. And i really agree with it, especially the last part 'The scar will still remain.'

Now this is the second extract:

Recently i read bout cases of bipolar disorder.
Ppl who have dramatic mood swings.
Too hyper.
Too depressed.
Too angry.
Too irritable.
Too much emotions hormones.
Haha.
Life will sure be a rollar coaster ride.
But one that you cant control the speed.
One you cant just say "STOP!"

Now, for this. Sad to say, i suspect myself to have this bipolar disorder. I went to find out more about it and i realised that yes, i have almost all the symptoms.

Well, so i apologised here first IF i suddenly go mad in class. Which i will. I will.